I dreamt of smoking…
They say that around the 3rd month from quitting smoking, it’s relapse time. It’s the time when we ex-smokers start questioning: “Is this it?! Is this what quitting is?” So my technique of counting the days since I last smoked really works for me. Especially now that I get tempted to smoke again. So much that I dreamt of smoking last night. In my dream I was taking really long, deep drags and slowly exhaling the smoke out.
*sigh*
Thank goodness that the temptation wasn’t THAT bad that I really had to go and get myself a cigarette! I’m still thankful that I was able to resist. Or else that would have been 118 days worth of non-smoking down the drain (118… 118… 118…). Ooooh! It’s almost 4 months since I last had a cigarette. Yay for me! Bad dream! Bad, bad dream!
